5.22.2007 @ 7:55:00 PM
a way somehow
the doldrama ?
reason uknown.the dance ?
misery business - paramorethe periwinkle sky ?
i told you. it's unknown!
i watched the tyra banks show
a couple of days ago, and they featured these women who wished to turn back time and change all the bad things, and bad events in their lives, and do it again one more time, the rectified way, so that they won't commit the same mistake and suffer the consequences they're actually encountering now.kinda like "redoing" they lives.
i've yet experienced that one too. maybe more than once. maybe more than twice.
i've yet wished to turn back the time and "redo" my life.
take back everything i've said. everything i've done. everything that i've believed in. and everything that i've thrown away.
and maybe, perhaps, if it were real, i may not be so drenched in this pool of tears and mishaps.
how i wish i've just listened. and have just shut my mouth. and have done the right thing. and have loved the right person.
and have believed in the right promises.
i wish i've just waited. and waited some more.
i wish i've known this would happen.
i wish i've never let him go.
i wish i don't fall too easily.
i wish i have trusted myself and my feelings.
even though i was too afraid, i could have just. couldn't i?
then i wouldn't have to feel this way.
or talk this way.
or write this way.
oh well... life's like that.
things that fly by will soon fly away if you don't grip it tight.mystery is: will i find a way out in this bottomless pit somehow??answer:
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